The Pain

It feels like there's something crawling inside,

   Inside my core

     Pain eating up my insides like

         the goodness of the world has left me for something more

         Stay up all night because I hurt too much to sleep,

       I can't stand it any more, this pain is a life-thief

   The feeling of hurt from nothing but my head,

Starts the physical pain again

     The stiff, sore gnawing, pushing on my spine

     The gurgles and growls of all the pain inside

     Almost overflowing, trapped in a state of panic,

                it doesn't leave,

                it doesn't want to

     The rushed thoughts, the notion of suicide, to make it stop

                But it won't stop

                It never stops

                I don't even know if it can anymore

It just keeps coming, just keeps starting over again